Brendonlover1818's Journals

I've been tagged by Kimmy!!! ahhh

Here are the rules:

1) Only list 8 facts.
2) You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the post. This means you must name 8 people on Buzznet who now must do the same blog.
3) Go comment on their profile and tell them to come read yours! I want participation.

1. I'm addicted to Panic! At The Disco

2. I love my friends cat (lol)

3. I have a Panic! wall (YAY!)

4. I hate frosting

5. I wanna be a hairstylist and make-up artist..pretty much a band stylist

6. I fall in love too easlily

7. I only write poems when I'm sad

8. I party wayyy too much (hehe)

Memories are nothing but a story

Do you remember the times I walked by trying to talk to you?
Do you remember the times I wanted to meet you up somewhere to talk to you?
I sure do.
I loved you dont you see
The tears in my eyes when I see you
cant you see them?
I got a ride home everyday after school just to see if I can see you walk by on the sidewalk after school
I thought we had something but I guess we were meant to have nothing
Do you stay up at night and think what is she doing right now?
Do you think about how different I look now?
I saw you at school today for the first time this year....
I walked by trying to say hi
But all we did was stare at eachother in the eye.

AAR concert!

So i went to an AAR (All American Rejects) concert yesterday and it was FUCKING AMAZING!!!!! best concert so far!!!! The opening act was amazing!!! This band called Socratic played and they were so awesome! Haha the keyboard dude was rocking out like crazy too lol So anyways while they were doing the opening act i decided to go over to the merch stuffies and i bought myself a AAR bag =) it's awesome and it for sure will give me good memories...yes it was my first AAR concert and it was amazing!!! the crowd was WOW!!!!!!! it was so awesome i was speachless after the concert...seriously..me and Trieana were just so speachless. When AAR came out i was screaming like a fucking insane child that didnt get her fuckin bottle of milk lmao I was definetly out of my mind. Tyson made me happy that night!!! he told everybody to get by the stage. At first i thought he meant get on the stage!!!!!!!!! but no..he just meant get really (very) close to the stage. Tyson was also cracking me up lol. He was talking about his mustach (sp?) lol he was like "when i go to clubs people are digging my mustach..but then when they see me again like in a week or so they just shake their heads at me" lol he's so cute! Trieana was freaking out when Nick was coming to our side haha. She was goign crazy...but hey i was too. These dumb ass girls asked us if they could stand on the chairs (wich were in front of us) and i was like "Uh..but then we wouldnt be able to see..." and so one of them just kept giving me dirty looks but i mean seriously...i wanted to see AAR...but luckily Tyson told everyone to get near the stage wich saved us...AND I GOT TO SEE TYSON CLOSELY AHHH!!!!!!! and Trieana got to see Nick lol. I'm serious if you havent been to an AAR concert then i would recommend you to go to one. They rock live! But Tyson seriously is funny haha. You know those really sucky seats that are usually far away from stage? well yeah Tyson was like "Hey everybody in cheap seats! how are you!" lol and when he said that everybody in the fronnt (including me and trieana) wich werent from the cheap seats were all screaming but when they thought about what he said they just stopped screaming and they put their hands down lol. So after they sang their "last song" and they got off stage everybody was cheering for them to play one more song. AND THEY DID!!!! ^_^ I was so happy when they came back and played again. But then it was over and i felt like crying....i love Panic! and all but this was the best concert i've been to so far....dont get me wrong the other bands are awesome but this one was insanely crazy! I had to sleep over at Trieana's grandmas house..and it was awesome we were looking through the concert pics lmao and we were looking realy closely at a Tyson picture and well...lets just say i think he was getting horny on stage lmao!!!.

So i would tell you more if i could but i'm getting tired and sad about thinking of the concert =( we might post up pictures of it later though...probably in a couple of days..idk...maybe soon....but we'll post some up!

Oh and you know that band i was talking about...Socratic...check them out on myspace..they rock! i was rocking out to them at the concert! =) if you havent heard of them and you like them then please add them or just listen to them!

Thanks for reading!

xX Sandy Xx

Your eyecolor!! =D

|H|A|Z|E|L| |E|Y|E|S|

People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is in your heart.

B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|

People with blue eyes last the longest in the sack. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.

|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S|

Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

|B|R|O|W|N| |E|Y|E|S|

Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they are in love then they will do whatever they can do to make it work. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. VERY good kissers. Are straight up WARRIORS when necissary. and is one of the best people you can meet. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days.

Wich one is you??

â™¥ JANUARY = SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in
the next 12 days

â™¥ FEBRUARY = SMARTS
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
new and realize that you are a perfect match.

â™¥ MARCH = GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
new love in 8 days.
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are...

â™¥ APRIL = SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

â™¥ MAY = SEXY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

â™¥ JUNE = PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Very easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to be around. Nympho-and an awesome lover too....makes u happy so that makes them happy...
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

â™¥ JULY = ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.

â™¥ AUGUST = FLIRT
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have a very attractive
partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with an
August brithday. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. When it
comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
will meet someone that may possibly become
one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5
minutes.

â™¥ SEPTEMBER = LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins. someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.

â™¥ OCTOBER = HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. very temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart.And speeks their minds no matter who it is. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost
in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming
up sometime this month.

â™¥ NOVEMBER = THUG
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking!!!
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.

â™¥ DECEMBER = BEAUTY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner
and physical beauty.Sexy. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. A meaningful love life partner. Falls in love easily.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless.Did i mention sexy. Always making friends.
It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill.
Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.
Knows what to do to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.`Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

♥ MAY= SEXY and ♥ APRIL= SWEETIE

â™¥ APRIL = SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless.
Hardworking. High spirited.

â™¥ MAY = SEXY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

OMG this is so true!!!

I put May because my birthdays in May lol

and i put April because well...DUH lol brendons birthday is in April lol

Every kiss means ♥

i love this!!!!!!

(sorry trie! i jacked it!!) lol

~Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready

~Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever

~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything

~Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute

~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you

~Kiss on the Neck = We belong together

~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you

~Kiss on the Lips = I love you

What the gesture means...

~Holding Hands = We definitely like each other

~Slap on the butt = That's mine

~Holding on tight = I don't want to let go

~Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain love you

~Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me

~Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go

~Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you

***Advice***

*Dont ask for a kiss, take one.*

**If you were thinking about someone while reading this,

you're definitely in Love.**

Love is just a big blur

Is it really that hard to notice that i love you?

My heart breakes all the time i see you but it seems like you cant notice

A year went by and this heart still pumps when i see you pass by

Its hard to live like this but im going to have to get use to it since you'll never notice these feelings

All i ever do is dream and dream and dream about that smile that kills me and breaks me into two

I cry at night, I deam at night, I pray at night, I wish at night, but nothing works

Lets just go back in time when we were best friends and think about those fun times when you did notice me

Lets just dream about the times when we laughed even though nobody said or did anything

But now

Now you walk pass me like im a board on a wall full of business cards

I love you cant you see

I love you more then anything

But you'll never see

It's old! i know! i just love reading it lol

12.20.2006 - happy holidays
home. technically.
i am sitting in my room, full of empty boxes. what came out of these boxes?
anyway, i just wanted to say hello to all of you and wish you a happy holiday season. i truly hope all of you are doing well. also, thank you to everyone who made it out to the last tour. it was a great success. overall, thank you for making this year unbelievably fun. i can't wait to see what comes next.
happy holidays.

much love.

p.s. bden on accordion?... god help us.

- bden

Swirling stars

Here i'am alone on a mountain staring at the beautiful sky with marvelous colors

staring at the moon makes me happy

dreaming of you makes me sad

if only i can run and run far away where nobody will find me

i can run until i hit the huge stars with huge scars

i can see the moon cry with dry eyes

the tears are blood making a flood

i fall on my knees and lay down staring at the huge sky

thats so royal it reminds me of a loyal friend

a true friend, a true friend that helped me true friend that discovered the starry night

and now i'am going to sleep and going to have a good night

with the swirling stars whirling above me

*yeah its kinda short..but i think it sounds good! hope you liked it!*